My mind is blowing bubbles and confused by the mass of circumstances within eating at my soul and tearing at the fabric of my rational thinking. Circumstances are weighing on me and are now an insurmountable burden hanging like the dead weight of an albatross around my neck. My head spins dizzyingly at the myriad of challenges and the plethora of challenging circumstances that have confronted me like pounding surf heaving toward and over me like a tsunami of destruction. My head pounds and my cranium is being hanmered from within the indescribable pain of what has come to pass and I too am drowning in the sorrow of a phyrric reality evermore unbearable.

Where to from here I do not know. I am spinning out … out … out!