I don’t overly think on these things and stories a lot more when younger. I am not foolhardy but take chances things will generally be okay.

If I needed hospitalisation that would be impossible because I am carer for my wife who has dementia. If I had to go to hospital there would be no one to care for her.

I do not smoke or drink alcohol but am no fitness freak I try to keep my weight down But my body looks yuk and in my old age I am but a caricature of my former physical self .

I survive