It stalks and hangs in perpetuity
Always and forever,
Sometimes subtly, almost unobtrusively
But always trespassing and ready to pounce
Knocking me sideways
Into the blackness of despair
And the abyss of deep, depressive darkness.
And thoughts of hopelessness
Fishing for my sanity
Reeling me toward the oblivion
Of nothingness
With thoughts of everlasting peace
Of release from its binding shackles
Depression
Then mercifully those thoughts lift
But for a time only
Before they return again
To taunt the tortured mind
Of Poor Old Henry
That endless cycle
Shall all end
One day.
😔💜