Today I feel so low

It is 11.08 am on May 16 and I am feeling so down because of my inability to counter the impacts of dementia on her mind. Feelings of hopeless often overcome me.

I am sitting pondering and she is close by.

I am wishing I could go and sit on top of Mount Erebus for ten days and become lost in lonely solitude.

1 thought on “Today I feel so low

  1. maybe the serenity prayer applies here. i find it helpful in my pain even though i am not a believer.

    God, grant me the serenity
    to accept the things I cannot change
    the courage to change the things I can
    and the wisdom to know the difference.

    Reinhold Niebuhr, 1892-1971

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